Soul searching...

Work has totally killed my life.. I am so tired everyday..

God help me pls...

I need a break! .. Not just any break but one that can allow me to think, to ponder over the last few mnths ..

To finally allow me to find an answer i've been long searching for..

Some silence some peace would be good.

I need to rest my heart and nurse my soul ....

I need an asnwer.

LAst night was Awesome...I havent had this much fun in ages.. i havent smiled so much in ages, laughed so hard or felt so relaxed..

From Rasa sentosa to Taman sentosa..

Brings back memories of my aussie days..

I have super mad awesome bunch of friends :)

I wan to believe u, I wan to allow u into my life, into my heart..

But how shoud i? teach me.. tell me how should I trust again..

I guess,

It really is the 'leap of faith..'

Happiness is all ard..

Life is good...

I cant wait for this new chap in my life to unfold.. Eggciting Times!

new career, new life, a brand new start! :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPCRbuL4Oh8

Who are you?

You leave me confused at times..

Is this the real you?

the words that you speak off..makes my heart skip a beat.
But it also makes me wonder how much of what u say is true and you really mean it.

Promises.. a simple word.. but not many can hold true to them.
Yesterday when u said u'll keep to all your promises u make to me..i told u not to speak too soon..

Because i cant take another disappointment, another heart break.

I might leave it be.. for the time being.. I think its better this way.

Not until i'm sure who you really are..

Maybe if i had met u earlier...

Maybe if our paths had crossed in a diff way..

or

Maybe, i'm jus not ready to open my heart again so soon..




But, thank you..

I realli realli wana chop off my hair.. but my hairdresser jus refuses to do so.. -.- he kept saying i will def regret and cry and wadever... and he starting tell me abt all these horror stories of how after he cut the hair of his customers they start crying and regret their decision.. WTH!!.... And he kept telling me " pls don be rash.. think carefully.. don be rash.. u will regret ur decision.. and he said i shld try perming it... -.-" I will and i am goin to cut it! ....





u make my tummy feel so funny..